Tag " Family times"

I think I have drifted into a numb mode. I am neither happy nor really sad. The underlying sadness is like a petticoat that I never take off – no matter what I wear from a smile to a frown, a dress to a coat, the sense of the loss of Clive remains. Due to […]

After the PSA NE summer BBQ on Saturday I drove home and packed up for a few days away. I did a talk around 18 months ago ‘in the spirit of abundance’, not expecting anything in return. The outcome of that talk is a support group for postnatally depressed mothers, which should run and run. […]

This morning I began the day at my parents concerned about a friend. It was good to share some of my ‘survival’ techniques with someone else who is suffering – different problems but suffering nonetheless. It isn’t pleasant to hear pain in someone’s voice and you just wish you could click your fingers and take it […]

The last few hours by the pool passed quickly and the shuttle bus arrived to take us to the airport. There were only two places left and of all the hotels in the area the bus picked up the last passengers from the one that Clive and friends had stayed in two years ago! I […]

I slept more soundly than I have in weeks and woke with a mission – blog! We had another leisurely breakfast and settled down by the pool. My thumb couldn’t type fast enough and the morning simply ‘went’. It was actually good to have a record of what had gone on here – so far. […]